As a mother that has suffered the loss of multiple children while raising 3 teenagers, a 3 year old preemie and an adorable chunky one year old toddler, I have a lot to share. This is our life, the good, bad and ugly. Camping with a Baby and Toddler. An answer to our prayers! Four years ago a.

Thursday, August 28, 2014. Who the hell knows at this point. The miraculous stories of couples who have been infertile for so long, suddenly conceiving without any intervention at all, linger at the back of my mind. but then I remember I already used up my pregnancy miracle with Kaia. One cannot have all the riches in the world. I will take mine and be grateful. I miss him, but the missing is now part of the love and I can no longer separate the two.

Thursday, December 18, 2014. Mostly I just want to know him. I want to know what kind of little person he would be at age 4. I want to know if he would have the same smile as his brothers and eyes like his mom. I want to know if he would still have the same calm laid back personality he had in the womb- so much like his daddy. Who my son would be today. And it is heart breaking that I never will. More than anything I miss my boy. I wish I could have him here.

Our story of fertility frustrations, pregnancy, and parenting after multiple losses. Saturday, September 1, 2012. I did decide to take the plunge and make a new blog. It will be a little bit social commentary, a little bit mommy-blog, but primarily about my life where I am now. If you would like to follow me, you can find my new blog here. Friday, August 31, 2012. Monday, March 5, 2012. But I think the thrush is finally GONE! That stuff is messy, but it seems to have worked! If any.

A blog about pregnancy, infertility, stillbirth, transabdominal cerclage and the business of being alive. And now, all about my angel son Adrian, my daughter Emma and my youngest son Daniel! Sunday, September 17, 2017. I am a person that moves very fast through the day. Why exactly, it is hard to explain. I think that I do it so that at the end of the day I can have a moment to sit down and not move at all. So many reasons to wri.

When Your Sibling is Verbally Abusive. For the Love of baby Liam. A Piece of the Pearsons. A visit with a lot of questions. Aidan, Baby of Mine.

Thursday, May 10, 2012. Sweet Campbell turned 11 months old on May 10th, 2012. Campbell is now only nursing about 4 times a day, but is eating a lot of solids. Fresh strawberries, green beans, egg yolk. The new babble we heard most often this m.

Wednesday, March 5, 2014. Tuesday, March 4, 2014. Ryder turns 3 and had a Construction Party. Monday, January 6, 2014. The boys started school! Mason goes 4 days a week from 9-1 and Ryder goes 2 days a week, also 9-1.